Getting LOST

Love makes us CRAZY... If you are an obsessive person, YOU GET OBSESSED WITH THE PERSON whom you love... It is an obsessive type of loving someone... Ofcourse, compared to normal human beings, it sounds quite abnormal... And I LOVE IT... The one I fell for a VERY VERY FAMOUS ACTOR... A Hollywood STAR... How come I fall for such a DICK? LOL LOL LOL LOL Well, HE TRIED 4 YEARS TO MAKE ME IN LOVE WITH HIM... The man gave his 4 years and he never wanted to be WITH ME... Actually, I GIVE NO FUCK... I DO NOT WANT TO BE WITH HIM, EITHER... Come on, ACTORS SHOULD BE TOGETHER WITH PEOPLE WHOM THEY BELONG TO THEIR OWN WORLD... Yeah, I'm fucking narrow-minded... Love CAN DRIVE YOU FULLY CRAZY... The man has asked me many times have you ever been in LOVE? He is not as smart as ME... Overall, he is just an action man...:) An action man can not compete with my INTELLIGENCE... FACE IT JOHN WICK!!!

The man thought that I had never fallen for anyone... WRONG!!! WRONG!!! WRONG!!! I fell for my EX BOYFRIEND... He did not try for years to make me LOVE HIM... He tried a few months and then I was very IN LOVE WITH HIM... I fucked the RELATIONSHIP UP and then HE LEFT ME FOREVER... FOR YEARS, I AM CURSING THIS BASTARD... Then, I never met anyone else serious... Therefore, I fell for JOHN WICK... SO WHAT? FUCK HIM AND ALL HIS MOVIES... I do not accept this ACTOR... This actor is not WELCOME into my life... Whatever IT IS, IT IS QUITE LIKE A SHIT... 

The real question is WILL I FALL FOR ANOTHER MAN AND SETTLE DOWN? I DOUBT THAT... ASSHOLES NEVER WANT ME IN THEIR LIVES... THEY CAN'T HANDLE ME AND THEY TELL ME I AM CRAZY... EX used to tell me the same SHITS... I'M CRAZY BUT I AM NOT MENTALLY CRAZY... There is EVERYONE for all of us in this FUCKED UP life to ACCEPT US AND LOVE US AS WHO WE ARE... We can not find this person, but we can keep the FAITH up...

I honestly, FORGET whom I fall for easily when I FALL FOR ANOTHER... SO, IT WILL TAKE A LONG TIME FOR ME TO FORGET THIS DICK MAN TOO... Overall, I FORGET THEM ALL... My emotions END... Whatever the road TAKES ME is my NEW MOTTO!!!

Currently, I meet many guys and I flirt with them lots. However, I can't date because I DO NOT WANT ANY INTIMACY... THIS SUCKS TOO... I DO NOT KNOW WHY I AM LIKE THAT... 

I WANT TWO MEN IN MY LIFE AND BOTH OF THEM CAN'T STAND ON ME... BOTH OF THEM LOVE ME MUCH... THEY CAN'T GIVE UP THEIR PRECIOUS FUCKING JOBS TO SPEND A WHOLE LIFE TIME WITH ME... THEN, FUCK THEM BOTH FROM THEIR ASSES... I LOOK FOR SOMEONE WHOM CAN ONLY BE WITH ME... OF COURSE, IN THE WORLD, THERE MUST BE SOMEONE ALIKE ME AND THEN I WILL FIND HIM....

LOVE IS THE INSANE REFLECTION OF our own INNER CHILD... MY INNER CHILD IS NASTY, NAUGHTY AND OUT OF CONTROL... How about yours? FACE IT... Yours seems quite DEAD... I LOVE THE LOVE... I LOVE TO FALL FOR... I LOVE IT AND I SHALL NEVER QUIT...

I AM BEAUTIFUL OUTSIDE, INSIDE I AM A PIECE OF UNBALANCED PUZZLE... No men can lose their time with me... POOR ACTOR AND POOR EX, THEY LOST THEIR TIME WITH ME... They are NOT WORTH MY TIME... When the NEW ONE COMES, I SHALL NEVER THINK OF ANY OF THESE... However, as I remember MY EX, I SHALL REMEMBER THE DICK ACTOR TOO... HIS DICK IS OUT OF ORDER ANYWAY... LOL LOL LOL LOL

THAT FEELS FUCKING GOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDD.....

THAT MAKES MEEEEEEE FEEL HIGH....

EX'S DICK IS OUT OF ORDER TOO...

THEY CAN'T EVEN FUCK ME.... I WOULD FUCK THEM BOTH IN ONE BED... LOL LOL LOL

THAT IS MY TYPE OF LOVE... HOW ABOUT YOURS? YOURS SEEM TO HAVE A LACK OF CONFIDENCE....

IF ANYONE LOVES ME AS WHO I AM, IF I LOVE THAT PERSON TOO, IT WILL WORK OUT... I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE ANY KIDS... I AM SURE THERE MUST BE A MAN THINKING THE SAME... IF I HAVE A KID, I WILL GO ABORTION TOO... NO MEN ACCEPT ABORTION... WHY? I DO NOT GET THE POINT... KIDS ARE FUCKING WASTE IN OUR LIVES... PREGNANT WOMEN ARE LIKE A PIECE OF FAT... I WOULD RAPE ALL PREGNANT WOMEN AND FUCK THEM HARDDDDDDDDD!!!

LOVE IS INSANE, SO TUNE INTO INSANITY....

HAPPY INSANE DAY EVERYONE...

I SHALL COME BACK WITH MORE SWEARING...:)